Holding it in
I struggle with this. I hold stuff in and try to block it in my mind. I internalize it. Anything and everything. I do this with all my emotions because honestly a lot of times they are to overwhelming for me.
Trauma is a big one for me. Anything that hurts me I lock it away. Other people’s hurts I carry them as my own. It’s just one big mess.
I hold everything in instead of letting God take care of things. Sometimes I forget and think that my problems are to big for God. Which is not true but I tend to try and fix them myself. Gods right there with you every step of the way. No matter what you did or what your going through. To be honest I’m speaking to myself right now because I’ve been through a lot lately. But I need to remember that God is always there. Even when I push him away he is right there with open arms waiting for me to embrace him.
Please if you read this promise yourself to never hold things in. It just hurts you and eats you up from the inside out. Take your troubles to Jesus. He’s waiting. He loves you. You are not alone.
